11 October, 2006

Downer Days

Yesteday was one of those days where you question what your doing. I was in a bummed out mood all day. I went to school and realized that I dont really have any friends at school. I mean I do, but I dont see them. There are all these people in my classes that know each each other and are talking about what they are going to do tonight, and I dont have that like I did in high school or whenever. Dont get me wrong, I have a great girlfriend, and my friends are the best and I wouldn't trade them ever, but today I just felt like I completly missed out on the college experience. Last night I went to see Sufjan Stevens, which was incredible. It was at U.C. Berkeley, which has a cool campus and it got me to thinking again about how I didn't get that cool college experience, that part of me wishes. I didn't know if I was alone in this, and after talking to Jon, and Jordan a little bit it made it a little better, but it was just one of those days where I felt like I had missed out on things.

3 Comments:

Blogger Tim Davidson said...

Here's the thing, I have had a crazy college experience, but it wasnt all good. I have had a lot of bad times in college. My favorite part was hanging out with my friends, living in Drew and Dave's apartment was so fun!!! I know you were there, things you missed: not being able to go home whenever you wanted to, being put in a foreign land outside of SJ trying to make new friends, and worrying about money every other day(ask Jon about that one).

1:33 PM  
Blogger Sarah said...

matt, I hope this day (whatever day you get this) is better. But I will admit you did miss the best communication studies class. I am what made it the best. oh, and dave too...I guess. Naw, not really. I had some days like you, and even now, i want to go back and get some of the college experence I heard about, but for some reason never got.

1:33 PM  
Blogger Sarah said...

My last name is Germain. :) can you teach me how to add people too? myspace me or something.

3:19 PM  

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